on 4th march of 2009 ,i received a phone call informing me that i am out of my 7-days of event job .
on the spur of the moment ,i was literally fired ..and juz fired like this ...
Initially it did come as quite a shocker to me ,i was rather frustrated and a little down..
but then ..i realized..why do i need to be saddened over something that i shud`nt be part of in the first place?
u seee, a person like me who apparently has too much pride of himself ,always beat himself up about alot of things ,
things like 'why dun i get complimented " , "why are`nt people looking at me when they talk ," and stuff like that ..
i`ve always thought of myself competent and and highly-valued by people who work with me ...
And till date ,i stand by that firmly ..
Normally ,i would take this matter to heart and continually blame myself ,evaluate myself for why am i the one be kicked out ...and this would last for along long time ..
however ,this time..i dun let the critical self of me kill myself over all that ...

Instead , i became more enraged and assured of who i am and what kind of person i envision myself to be in the future ..

i see the downside of working for people ..
i see the rap that the inferior has to take for the mistakes the superior make..
i see how ur potential is actually confined when u are working for others ...
and i see most importantly is how great the desire in me to reach the level whereby i no longer have to take anyone`s orders..

i make myself a promise since then ...that in time to come,i would come out more empowered ,that i would make people work for me ,that even at such young tender age ,i could achieve far more than people who are older than i do ..
and this is me ,moving on the a new chapter of my life ..the chapter where i erased all the embitterment and start making a difference .

After being in long blog hiatus ,i`ve finally decided to give life to this blog .

Weirdly though ,i`ve so much things i wanted to say before this on the blog ...now my mind just goes blank..

alright perhaps not so blank ,but its rather patchy..

i have this sudden sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach...what could it be caused by..i guess i know what it is ...anyway not that its important ..so lets move on ...

LOL...i am not in the blogging mood today ...i am juz going to sum things up real quick..

Yeah..important thing to take note of however ! i would be selling roses and prolly some side products at a stall in some flea market ..along with a partner, a great one i`ve met up indeed..talked to him today..name goes by josh..he has certain quialities that its i really look up to ..i believe sum parts of my characteristic needs alteration ..i acknowledege it and will work towards improving it ..it just takes a different way to deeply understand that .
..i guess my entrepeneurial spirit will not just die off that way ..its time to get all fired up and make changes .


**it took alot of pondering over and self-affirmation to do sth that ur frens deem wrong ..i guess i owe it to my frens ..but that`s wat need to be done ..nobody knows it better than i do

**it just seemed that ..no matter what seemed so sweet to be at first ..it awalys turned out the otherwise ..hmm..my love life`s been always pathetic..it always started well,ended badly ..
perhaps i should start badly so that it can end well ? for a change ? LOL


"will update more soon,just not in mood now ,but for the sake of keeping a habit to blog ,i need to write sth . " , to be continued ....

there were all inevitable outpouring of sentiments ,particurly touchy sentiments throughout watching the thought-provoking and heartfelt drama...so much so that ..at the first sign of the drama finished ..i cant wait to express my immense feelings sumwhere ...maybe share it with sumone i know ..or maybe write it on my almost-faded-into-oblivion blog.

the dramas i have just watched teach everyone alot alot of great life lessons,and though it maybe a drama ,but it is very closely related to our everyday`s life probelm and little things in life we often take for granted and also the a recuring events or probelms in our life cycle.

it teached us ,mainly to have a real big heart ,be forgiving ,absolve others of their mistakes that`s guided by their occasional greed and resentments, teaches us to look at a situation ,probelm ,life in all posible perspective ,and above all teaches us the true,important value of family.(i have to give credits to the cast for seriously putting in not only their effots but their all into this show ,it was all so spontaneous and the scenes really wrench at viewers` hearts )

Seriously ,if i would to rate this production, it would be 9.5 out of 10 ..and that 0.5 imperfect zone would be due to some elements or things that they do are sth that i do not wholy agree..overrall ,it is still one must-watched drama..to be quite frank ,it not only wrenches at my heart ,it also wrenches a sob from me ..

one particular phrase that i like the latest episod i have watched "正应为有这么多的波折，才令我们更加珍惜亲情的可贵。"

anyway ,i got so caught up in describing how i felt about that drama that i forgot to even state it here. Its a hong kong tvb drama ,named moonlight resonance..well ,i dun think eveyone who does read my blog now would really like the show , but i juz want to say that it is the best i have watched among all the dramas of this genre..BYE .

kenny Sia,a well-knowned celebrity blogger ,was right when he stated that the ridiculous political scene should be enough for any bloggers who run out of ideas to blog about .

In regards with the the sodomy allegation that`s made towards Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim, it was a clear pathetic attempt to malign and tear down Anwar`s effort in his stride to becoming the next prime minister.

For god`s sake ...this is even so visible and evident to someone with three-year old`s intellect that the government`s intimidated by their rising threat ,therefore they go to great lengths to eliminate their opponents before it is too late...

And it also seems that they have run out of idea to do it ..so they repeat the method used by doc mahathir ten years ago ...to tackle Anwar with the the same sexual assault issue...someone also threatened to kill Anwar, which subsequently lead to him taking shelter at turkey embassy , and only to leave the place after he was assured that his safety is assured.....

Another thing that seriously tickle my funny bone would be the infamous antics in the the parliament.......this time we have karpal singh who relentlessly tried to proposed a question times after times he was asked to shut up ...in the end ..he was removed from the parliamentary hall for two days...
and mr NAJIS `s long-winded and pointless statement that irritated sum of the parliament members there..that they eventually decided to leave the hall together ....

on their way out ...
Yang dipertua: SILA JALAN DENAGAN SENYAP DAN DENGAN TERTIB....
replied one opposition member: KITA NAK PROTEST ,MESTI ADA BUNYI ,TAK ADA BUNYI TAK MACAM PROTEST......

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